Mountain Top

its something i really want

buts its been really hard these days

feels like its kind of impossible

so im writing about it

but i know its totally worth it in the end

theres something that i want

its on top of there

on the very peak

of this mountain here

i climb and climb

but the winds are too harsh

they push me away

down into the marsh

sometimes i feel

that i should give in

too much pressure

that i might not win

i want to reach the top

to get the treasure

the beautiful prize

with unbelievable measure

i continue to struggle

my strength is weak

i want it so badly

its something i seek

such amazing shine

its so awesome

i want it for myself

but on top it is from

so the pain continues

i must endure

for the outcome is great

it is so pure

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Dilemmas

maybe be true or not

just wanting to write something at

530 in the morning

i walk on this lonley path

theres nothing to see

a depressing small road

walking in misery

the path then meets

with two other roads

each going different ways

both has something that unfolds

i stand at the fork

with so many different thoughts

not really sure where to go

i dont know what my body wants

one of the paths that i see

has been brushed and cleaned

it seems very logical to take

unlike the other fiend

the second path is new

so it doesnt seem positive

if i take this one

failure might be the cause of it

i want to be adventurous

but i dont want to fail

i dont know which to take

not sure if i should bail

one will make me a follower

someone has already taken it

the other is untouched

but i might fall into a bottomless pit

i would love to take the danger

and follow my heart

but i need some help

which nobody will start

my body is in a stand still

i cannot move anywhere

my mind has hit a wall

because this is unfair

i wish i knew

what exactly to do

because one of these paths

will lead me to you

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Cancer Sticks

tiny but strong

very powerful indeed

not illegal

like cocaine and weed

available everywhere

almost everyone does

some are discreet

of what they once was

light it up slowly

tastes like candy

enters the body

makes you feel so free

you must free yourself

cuz its an addiction

killing yourself slowly

if you do it too often

the fumes of death

grim does not lie

you crave for it

from the last time you fly

so quit now

when you have a chance

because you'll die

in fire, its hard to dance

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Stalker

i saw you again

but you didnt see me

i know its seems like

a bit stalkerly

i creep in the shadows

and watch from afar

to view your beauty

like a modeling star

i dont speak

nor make an attempt

because im afraid

of being broken and bent

we make eye contact

but that's all we do

you're completely oblivious

that im madly in love with you

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Judgement

i donno

just felt like it

how come nobody sees me

the way i am

like the scarlet letter

just like a black lamb

im like a torn book

with a broken cover

while the text may be good

about a lonely lover

people judge me

way too quickly

by seeing how i act

and speak freely

how come those people

wont come up and see

talk and find out

the personality in me

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Sailboat

you gotta sail off to the sea of hell

and

bring your friends and family as well

but

make sure they hold onto the side rail

cuz

i've seen so many who didn't and fell

so done

we set sail and we raise the flag

of

lies and sin we all had

so

we can see if the muck comes off the rag

then

you'd be able to play life with no lag

how fun

on the other hand it might not

oh

what happens is that your body will rot

dang

the muck will stay and get caught

ew

it'll soak into your skin; how hot

time to shun

everyone will see your faults

anon

they will see you then halt

mock

shame and disappointment assault

disgrace

you will never be able to exalt

just run

so if you don't want that pain

jump

into the fire and die in vain

cuz

living with the torment and shame

will

drive you insane

it's begun

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Writing Poems

a poem about writing poems

there's nothing to it

anything can fit

just keep writing

it's a verb not a thing

words together

make it much better

but creativity is key

it's easy! as you can see

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Courage #1

something about courage

courage, it's what i need

to ask in person

but courage is what will lead

without it, all will worsen

just a little just a tad

to push me enough

i hope you don't get mad

just a small question

which needs an answer

i don't need a lesson

but just to be sure

the question, ill say

this friday are you free?

a candle lit dinner

please go out with me

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Our World

something i think about our world we live in

i live in a world all filled with hate

there's many things we don't appreciate

like not noticing your perfect mate

or coming to a family reunion late

i wonder what happened to our youth

because it's not all nice and smooth

everybody here has a rotten tooth

for lying and twisting up the truth

everyday their sins grow bad

losing all the good things they had

changing themselves for the latest fad

because they think its cool and rad

the youth grows up with this cruel life

doing different drugs and cheating on their wife

robbing banks and murder with knives

are these things worth being alive?

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Destiny and Wrestling

i donno

Finding true love

plain as can be

the destined soulmate

the one in the dreams you see

things like fate

and predetermined destiny

is something as real

as televised prowrestling

to those who understand

and look into detail

it is all fake

the show that entails

but others believe

and follow thoroughly

because they have faith

in something that's not for me

i don't believe

in these fake lies

maybe it's because

i haven't tried

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Cops

started writing about cops

i dont know why

When flashing lights appear

those that everyone fear

we all start running

becuase the cops are near

the blue and red

means you're dead

if you are caught

with illegal things by the feds

dont slow down

or even turn around

to look at their bright

lights and sounds

demons in uniform

come to our dorm

searching for drugs

of any type of form

so if they get you

which they might do

your life will be ruined

and mine will be too

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Beautiful Women

lols

i just wrote about this because its true

HAHHA

All these beautiful women

as far as i can see

all these beautiful women

but none with me

all these beautiful women

walking with their boyfriends

all these beautiful women

wearing their tinted lenses

all these beautiful women

with their amazing bodies

all these beautiful women

like flawless dollies

all these beautiful women

so cute and great

all these beautiful women

falling for them shall be my fate

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Masquerade

the cure? or the cause?

how come i feel so down right now

thinking about these questions of how

the people around me and those i meet

are able to lie and stand on their feet

their words go by me oh so fast

but thinking to myself of the last

words that they say and if they're true

and thinking about what they do

when they go home to sleep at night

if they're really up for the fight

against the truth or the lies

their words aren't allowed to fly

because their masks cover their truth

of the actual person under the roof

underneath those clothes and acts

trying to be someone else in fact

because they dont allow themselves to be seen

of something so low and clean

compared to others that are cool

so they pretend to be more like a fool

these people around me just disgust me

why cant they just act free

of their insecurities

i feel like an outsider in a masquerade

i shall wait and see them fade

off into the shadows of lies and muck

to test out if i have some luck

of finding someone else like me

someone true and real as can be

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Only You

sat down

on comp

might as well write something

i donno what to do

i just met you

and theres things im thinking about

like us two going out

but i know i shouldnt

cuz i know u wouldnt

its too sudden

for someone to be fallen

for a complete stranger

itll just raise up some anger

to some people about this

i just donno what it is

something about you i see

that makes you so free

from the shackles of the crowd

stands out so loud

in my canals of my ear

but its something that i fear

we need to start off slow

just gotta follow the flow

of our relationship so far

i just need a car

so i can take you to places

that we can see our faces

underneath the shining moon

hugging in a spoon

with the sand underneath

with you i cannot breathe

its so hard for me

because i wanna be

called your boo

only you

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